TAGBOARD. 100% width will do for MAIN & FORM.
Then set MAIN height=80% and FORM height=20% ;)


*CBOXMAIN displays the messages, the CBOXFORM displays the...well, the form. Set your bg to transparent and fonts to white..just a tip.
prologue.
Life is what you make it out to be.
Whether you can or can't, your usually right :)
Play your best out there cause no one is going to remember this like you do.
 dream big.
keep smiling.
stay sweet.
inspire.
Hey!
hmmm...

Hard to decipher what am i feeling now.
Just feel that life goes on ba..
Nothing much i can do anyways.

I dunno how to fully let go i guess.
Everytime i am alone, i will start to think and wonder.
Ask questions that i know will just start to hurt myself again.

I fear to retweet anything cause i don wanna affect your mood.
But now that you read all of my blog, i dunno what to say..
Sorry?

What i want, you cannot give. I ask for too much.

This is a lesson learnt.
I just wish that i could resit the exam again.

Si hao and cheng has problems again...
He came to my school and find her. Then they got talk.
After that went to eat.. he didnt want to eat two person, but she wants.

Since its my blog i shall say what ever i like.
I dunno, he said that she want sensitive cause she don want other people to know that they going on the double date or what what.
But i feel that, its ok to share about that point.
And also, the guy already came from his school, which is SP, all the way here to find you.
And you like walk away.

I remember the first time i walked away from you.
It wasnt something i wish to do. I was jsut so frustrated that i know sure blow into a fight one.
And also that time you didnt understand why was i angry.

And who likes someone to just walk away. And you did it for like 3 times liao.
If me i also cannot take it if someone walked away from me.

I dunno. MAybe cause im more like si hao.
And to si hao, not telling his frens stuff is like telling me not to tell wendy stuff too.
Its hard. Cause they are a very big part of our lives.

I wonder how big a part was i to you?

You see? questions that i kow i should not be asking keep appearing in my mind.
How to forget it? i never thought it would be this hard.
But at least im happy that i am not as cold hearted as i thought i could be.
There are a few moments, where i force everything away. And felt... cold?
I can do that. i realise.
Maybe if it gets too out of hand, i will start doing that?

I wanna talk to you.
You know that sometimes your whatapps arent enough right?
This is not enough to even save the friendship.
My best friend is like how close me and wendy is.

We can meet, talk.
even with zi kai who is a guy.
But im just wishing right? to get that.

I know that you don wan her to think that you are cheating.
I know how good you are to your girl friend.
I wish i didnt lose that.

The more i think about the past, the most i miss it.
But i also think of all the terrible things i did to you.
Its good for you that you don love me anymore.

i keep thinking about the times where you said you love me and only me.
I think i believed that whole heartedly. and about the next girl you love will be who..
I learned that you cannot really believe that.

No one can love you forever.

Even you didnt.
You are the one person i really believed would fufil that.
Even if the girl wasnt me. I mean as a person that i thought you are.

So... If you, the person with so much trust, patience.
Couldnt love someone forever, what more the rest of the guys.

Or maybe i was just too horrible that loving me longer wasnt worth it.

Oh well. Assuming wont get me anywhere.
And i cant find my answer.

So im just stuck here.
One day maybe i will accept that the answer i seek cannot be answered.

Stressed now. a lot of things going on.
I hope that i get swallowed by it all... So that i don think about you anymore.
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