TAGBOARD. 100% width will do for MAIN & FORM.
Then set MAIN height=80% and FORM height=20% ;)


*CBOXMAIN displays the messages, the CBOXFORM displays the...well, the form. Set your bg to transparent and fonts to white..just a tip.
prologue.
Life is what you make it out to be.
Whether you can or can't, your usually right :)
Play your best out there cause no one is going to remember this like you do.
Stupid me and the stupid things i do. :)

Pretty pretty flowers! i wish everything could be that pretty.
scenery around us changes, ever moment is a fleeting one.

I missed you :)
but after talking to you. i still find you as stupid as ever! LOL
oh well.

I keep asking myself. what if we ever become together again..
Will everything be the same and we will both be wasting our time?
I told wendy about this and was very worried.

But wendy asked me..
Wasnt this the reason why i love you?
That you are this stupid and sincere?
That you are the way you are, and this is why i love you?

She was right.

This is the reason why i love you.
Why i keep saying your stupid.
the reason why after all the pain i still really miss you.

My mistakes was that i tried to change you into The Ideal guy.
The guy that i always see in my story books.
The guy that every girl will want.
That was not even my ideal guy. jsut some blueprint that every girl that want their guys to be.
That was stupid of me.

Abit mushy, but i really just want you the way you are.
Wendy asked me, if you were to come back, but your not the same hong hwee, would i still want you.
Honestly... i don think i would.
I fell in love with that you, and is that you that i love.

its jsut sad that i realised all this too late.
But in all, at least i learned right?
Im not a lost cause! hehehe!

Don run your life by guilt ok?
I don want you to come back to me because of guilt too.
If you were to come back, i want it because you love me.

But i don think the love you have for me is strong enough right?
For you to actual choose me over the situation you are in.
You know what you want exactly. only you can make that choice.

I have learned a lot!
And i still believe in the positive!
i believe in our love. it is strong enough to withstand this! we are not that weak!
Even if you don believe it! i do ^^

I hope you get well soon.
Im not sure if the liang cha and the sprepsil got to you.
But i believe, like in everything, if its meant to be, it will get to you :)

Im stronger now.
Wiser now.
More blessed then ever!
I know that i wont get what i always want.
I believe this is a stage that is for me to grow up. and i did :)
Who knows about the future right?
Maybe we will get back together, maybe not.
But i know that i tried. i tried to the best of ability that my morale will allow.

Goodnight world.
I maybe hurting, but there is always someone else who needs more help than me.
Please bless that soul.
I can handle this! :)

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