TAGBOARD. 100% width will do for MAIN & FORM.
Then set MAIN height=80% and FORM height=20% ;)


*CBOXMAIN displays the messages, the CBOXFORM displays the...well, the form. Set your bg to transparent and fonts to white..just a tip.
prologue.
Life is what you make it out to be.
Whether you can or can't, your usually right :)
Play your best out there cause no one is going to remember this like you do.
 dream big.
keep smiling.
stay sweet.
inspire.
Welcome back.
i hope you enjoyed yourself.

i think that... sometimes is i know everyone is sick of me talking about you.
Cant really help it.
I guess i cannot feel love when i was with you.
But i can feel dosen of pain without you.

Im a lousy person in feelings.
I guess i don really should care.
It doesnt seem like you care too.

Story books helps me get away from my pain and into others.
They take my mind away from you.
From every 11:11 i think about you.
I don dare wish for anything, but i just think about you.

The person who loved me the most, hurt me the most.

I just... we didnt seem to like hang out that much.
you didnt always ask me to go out to date with 2 people.
its always a group activity.

Are we young, immature?
We didnt really take the relationship that seriously to be more loving?

Tired i am. 6 more days.
I didnt even bother to count. cause.. i know you wont be back.
I live with my choice.
You choose to be with her.

When you come back, the sammie you love will be gone.
I think she is already gone.

I don think you will ever see this.
I rather you don cause i know you wont know what to do.
you wont speak to me, you wont bother to talk to me.

its cheating to you.
i dunno why talking to me is cheating.
why bothering to sms me to anwer my quesetion is cheating.
we are frens? no... you are a liar. you said you wont do this to me, but you did.
your a FUCKING liar.
You said you will break up with the girl if she told you not to contact me.
Everything i will remember. You don even bother to meet up with me.
Its ok. you don have to tell me that im important to you.
cause i wont believe your words anymore.
you can tell me your problems, i wont tell you mine.
i can help you with yours, but you cant with mine.
i lost interest in everything.
your world is just brimming with love. good for you.

Im hurt, im angry, im lost.
but at least one thing i know, i will never do this to you.
I wouldnt have hurt you till this extend.
I wont ignore your text if we switched position.
frens and equally important then girl fren. you fail to know that.
you will suffer the after math then.
when you realize everyone has gone. i tried to warn you.

Kiat told me to confront you. to ask to chose.
Not to waste any of our time. im scared of the answer really.
i don want to face reality.

You seem very happy. she gives you 10 times more love than anything i am capable of.
i only can give you worry and unstablity.
Im lost here. you are not here anymore. seriously fucked up.

The pain is not as intense when i don think about it. my frens are great at being my distraction.
Books are great. really.
my fucked up life. my life is not so bad. just that the pain can make someone really emo.

books take my pain away and brings me to another persons world.
At least in books, i know that they will get together one day.

Life however is not a book. i cant read it and feel better.
everything so unsure.. why bother anymore seriously.

Polite is coming up! you haven been to any of my matches.
but i don think you will come anymore.
if not your cheating.
i seriously dunno what do you want me to do.
i hope after that trip you guys will be more "stable".
i don keep friends that dissappear when i really need them and appear 3 months later.

i really want to see you. but i don also.
i dunno whether to talk to you, or to ignore you.
i rather ignore you. but then. not as if you will do anything about it.
you bother to make conversation with me, you wont bother patching it up with me in a fren way.
you will jsut take my attitude. seriously fucking stupid.
Im not worth any of your effort i guess.
I know that not talking to you first was also my fault.
Thinking that you will awlays be there was another of my fault.

I know you liked her.
you were in a crush.
you just took me having another guy that you didnt bother to ask as an excuse to go for it.
well, there you go. Run, run far away.

And please don come back to ngee ann. save me the agony of the awkwardness.
don come ngee ann to date. i will burn SIM.

Im and stronger when i don think about it. but at least im true to my feelings.
I may not like anyone as much as you.
And finding someone else for me takes a long time, and tough testing water period, unlike you.
But i think that. at least i loved you longer then you loved me.
I am more true to myself.
Hani died anyways. i hate you for that. you killed him.

You killed the person i love. and i will never forgive you for that.

We could have had it all.
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