TAGBOARD. 100% width will do for MAIN & FORM.
Then set MAIN height=80% and FORM height=20% ;)


*CBOXMAIN displays the messages, the CBOXFORM displays the...well, the form. Set your bg to transparent and fonts to white..just a tip.
prologue.
Life is what you make it out to be.
Whether you can or can't, your usually right :)
Play your best out there cause no one is going to remember this like you do.
 dream big.
keep smiling.
stay sweet.
inspire.
Where did you go?
just a simple question that i know no one can answer me.
Or even if they know, they would not tell me.

I don want to keep asking people about you.
I know that will irritate them :(
how do i keep myself in check?
Blogging about it is something i can do to control myself.

Ji De by zhang hui mei became my favourite song now..

I told myself that... after that sms... if you didnt reply me today by the end of my training.
i would give up waiting for your calls already.

And by your 1 month. i would give up waiting, hoping and hurting.
I love you, but this is killing me.
You said i am important friend to you, but where are you?
Words are powerful, you can make me smile by just your voice and words.
But talk is cheap my dear... i cant feel anything.
Once i give up.
i would stop hoping, stop believing and stop trusting you already.

For the longest time, i could have pulled my heart from feeling anything.
That was what i did for the past 8 months.
So once i give up, that is what im going to do.

Giving up doesnt mean stop loving... but the person i love is already gone...

I tried pulling you in, treating you as a fren.
but you still don reply me. Don whatsapps.
As a girl i can think of million reasons why you arent replying.
But whats the use, only you can give me the correct answer.

My trust in you is fading, i know you, i know how you think.. but still its still hurting.
Your not only a fren to me, you were my boyfren, you were my true love, and you are my best fren.
i lost all 3.

I believe that everything cannot be the same anymore.
i dunno what to do. i feel so lost.

So i love you. Panzees are forever here for you. but its not the same for me. you should know that.
Like always, you don't what you want.
Well... someone has to choose right?
Cant you be selfish for once and do something that makes you happy?
Something that you don have to keep disappearing?

Polite is coming. i really wished you could come.
Although im not good, and probably fall down if i see you.
But still.

The reason im typing it here cause i think no one will see it.
and that maybe one day you may see it.
And i don want to keep troubling people to answer questions that even i cant answer.

You waited for me a month, so i returned it.
the only difference was that at least i tried something.
The only difference was that i asked you what was going one.
I didnt went with another guy, you went with another girl.

Its selfish to think that i thought you would only love me.
i was so stupid to really believe that.
im sorry to have told you to go like other girls.
well at least now i know.
Have fun on your trip to bintan.
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