TAGBOARD. 100% width will do for MAIN & FORM.
Then set MAIN height=80% and FORM height=20% ;)


*CBOXMAIN displays the messages, the CBOXFORM displays the...well, the form. Set your bg to transparent and fonts to white..just a tip.
prologue.
Life is what you make it out to be.
Whether you can or can't, your usually right :)
Play your best out there cause no one is going to remember this like you do.
 dream big.
keep smiling.
stay sweet.
inspire.
I had another dream that you died that when I woke up I cried again.
I wasnt as sad as the first time. But still.

In the dream, when you died, I still could feel your presense.
TO be honest I'm surprise that my body remembers how you felt like.
I ran everywhere to find your ghost.
When I found you, I felt so sad.

I woked up relieve, but still cried.

So Manu days since I had blogged.
To be honest I'm getting better :)
I was not angry, agitated, bad mood.
I could feel that I have accepted and made the best out of the situation.
I felt happy. Like normal again.

We haven talked in a long time.
You are super busy with work. Your practically not that anymore.
To be honest... I stopped caring about your life...
About what you do and such. I don really want to know about your relationship problems.

We don have anything else to talk about.
So I stopped tryin I guess... I think this way you have more time to focus on your priority rather than have to keep
worrying about out friendship.
This way we have become really normal friends. Who talk when we meet.

I guess subconsciously I still love you.
But what's the point of the dream. It doesnt change anything.
I am not the person in control here. Making feel this is not going to help anyone.

So many days I could go on. Just to have this dream again.
It's ok :) I'm strong. This dream doesn't change anything.
I realized that you don have to love someone to have them.
I'm at the 3rd stage? Like Wendy said? Not sure what she meant really.

Its amazing how you can love someone but don care about him.
Kinda wonder is that really love.
But since you made it clear that you don want my care.
So cannot really say that I don care, it's not needed, so I just don bother myself anymore.

I guess I can don care about your person, but I still miss the past and the fact that next year is 29feb.
Long ago, I awaited that day with you.
Feel kinda sad that it's all gone now.
Soon I will be able to move past that I guess? What else can I do? :)

Working is fun. Met awesome people.
Kinda make me feel like I was cheated for working in crabtree.
But also I met awesome people there so cannot complain.
I want money to shop all the things that I want!
I keep sharing with Wendy what I want and she is like saying I want too many stuff! :(

Oh well! Gotta think of new ways to entertain myself!

I hope that your doing fine :) I'm sorry that things turned out this way now.
I'm fine really! I'm doing great.
I have learn to let go off all the expectation and disappoint I have.
Of the friendship I thought I will still have, of you, of the future.
I learned never to assume. Everything will change! Nothing is definite.
So I will treasure all around me :) they may leave but at least I had a chance to make it worth while!

I don think my feelings will go away. Sad but true.
In a way... I believe if that person was very important to you, will still be there one.
I dunno how some people can have no feelings towards a person you were in love with.
Maybe someday, I hope, that a AWESOME guy will come and I will have more feelings for him.
I think that you cannot have no feeling? Just stronger feelings for someone else :)
Lucky I have bones to pre occupy me, and work!
And camp. Not much time to myself. But I think that is better in a way, won't think about stupid things!
I want to leave this country! I want to travel!
Although expensive! But me and wendy will one day leave and go america! :)
Just need money! Hiaz! It's ok! I believe in that dream!

SONY NEX 7!!! here I come!
I think after much thinking, it's better for me as compared to a DSLR where I won't like to use so much.

Money drop out of the sky please!!! :( pweaseeeeeee!

Okay! I guess I have to get back to sleep! Tmr is pamper day!
And wake up later to watch bones again!
Soon booth and brennan will be together :)
Sometimes I can't help but wish :)
But a wish is still a wish! I don have much hope in it :)
I just pray that you will stay save and happy :)just hope that you take care of yourself.

Another day! Here I come :D
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